他知道自己在近现代火了

中的年亲身经历愧疚之痛

米勒亲身经历了3次婚姻，一共拥有5个孩子，其中的2个是继子。

中的年时，他亲身经历了愧疚之痛，他的二孙子戈登在18岁时因脑膜炎早逝。这对米勒造成了极大的重创，他把这种悲伤融进了文学作品中的，谱写下不止了《悲伤著书》。

His second son Eddie died at the age of 18 from meningococcal septicaemia. This formed the inspiration for his 2004 work, Sad Book.

在著书中的，米勒如实记录了悲哀来袭时，自己最真实世界的心态。

“最让我悲伤的，是想到我孙子戈登的那一刻。他并未死去了。我好幸福他，好幸福他，但是他还是离我而去了。”

“多半，悲伤恰巧，漫天盖地。乡间都是，包在围着我。”

“我很悲哀，但是我竟然快乐。因为我怕大家不迷恋悲哀的我。”

2004年，英国总会颁予《悲伤著书》“最佳孩童初版特别奖”。

病毒感染新冠，将濒死去领略写下成著书

2020年3年末，他因病毒感染新冠病毒入院，在不久后转入休养治疗监护室，三次患病。在转不止休养治疗监护室后，又花了更长等待时间重新进修走路。

In March 2020, Rosen contracted COVID-19 and nearly died on three separate occasions. He spent two months in a medically induced coma and several more in recovery, learning to walk again.

安德鲁·米勒病中的近照

5年末份的时候，米勒不止院了，他把这次濒死去的领略写下了本著书《多种多样的幸福》（Many Different Kinds of Love: A Story of Life, Death and the NHS）。

著书中的记录了他病重时的感受：卧床不起，呼吸急促，“感觉自己没有充足的空气”。在休养病房的孤独与绝望：“医院的夜晚漫长而悲哀”。

Despite spending nearly seven weeks in intensive care and having to learn to walk again after contracting COVID-19, Michael Rosen has written a new book in the weeks since he left hospital, describing his return to creativity as akin to being wrapped in “a very friendly blanket”.

病毒感染新冠后，米勒在休养治疗监护室待了将近七周，被迫重新进修走路。但在不止院数周最后，他写下了一本新著书。他相提并论自己创造者力回归的更进一步，就像被“更为恶心的毛毯包在裹”一样。

米勒的视力、视力和气力与过往相比较稍稍受损，四肢愈发麻痹。不过他还不忘嘲讽，打趣知道：“人四肢麻掉也能活回头（You can live with numb toes.）。”

穷困总有一个中的轴

为什么写下童著书？写下书是什么？在AntKast报导中的，米勒知道写下书可以让自己进到一间令人愉快的头脑客厅：

Writing is just such a great, lovely place for me to be in. I sometimes think of writing as like you go into a room, and it's a room full of possibility that you can make things and create things.

写下书对我来知道是一件愉快的事情。有时我把它看成走进一间客厅，上面充满着了创造者的各种可能。

...So when you go into the writhing room of your head, you're creating these objects and people and relationships and investigating them. In a way, it's a bit like a detective does real objects.

当你走进头脑中的的写下书房时，你在创造者这些物品和人物，以及他们的关系，并追查他们。从某种角度来知道，写下书有点像一个侦探的探案录影。

安德鲁亲身经历过幸福的受苦，却依然选取用小孩般净化的背景热和幸福穷困。

如果用一句话详细描述一下幸福，你会用哪句话？米勒问道知道：穷困总有中的轴（There's always a corner.）。

We've got this English expression, "I've turned a corner." and that means that you've got passed something and you're onto the next bit. The thing is, there is always a next bit. You get round that corner and you go, "Yeah, I've turned the corner." But when you get round that corner, there's another corner ahead.

英文记事句话叫作“我扯了一个上坡”，解作是你亲身经历了悲惨，进到了再进一步。情况是，该会有下一个“再进一步”。你度过难关后会庆贺“我熬过来了”。但当你过了那个中的轴，侧面又有一个中的轴。

So my phrase is: There's always a corner. There's always a challenge, a thing to try and do. If you work away at it, you get round it. That's great.

所以我的总结是：穷困总有一个中的轴，总有挑战，总有一些所需试图的事情。如果你鼓励遏制，你就能拐过中的轴。这就较好。

；也：新民晚报